2003-08-18 - 3:45 a.m.

Kitten - Leading Lady in my life truly the star of the show.. I have loved this lady since the day I laid my eyes upon her many years ago.. and recently.. the feelings have been returned. I am greatful. We celebrated our one year in March

MonkeyPants - Kitten's sister. MP seems to hold together most things together around Kitten's household. And Control the parents.

Mawce - Mawce. I like Mawce he's a kick ass guy, and if there was one person I wanted to be like I think it'd be him.

Darque Angel -DA is Mawce's girlfriend. She's really nice. Occasionally she seems kinda princessy (*hides* I'm sorry), but she's not there's more to her once your around her a bit

Kitten's Mom - I would normally do this as one entry.. but her mom and dad are Ying And Yang... her mom.. she acts like she's PMSing one second and on Morphine the next and everything is fine.. my Kitten has taken alot of shit for her mom. I've come to realize that the reason for this though is that they are so much alike. They fight for what they want and butt heads constently.

Kitten's Dad - Her dad. AKA Martha (Stewart).. domesticated housewife bitch.. lol... he cooks, cleans, and.. well computers isn't really Martha but meh... he is super nice.. think he smoked to much pot long ago and is kinda perma fried.. but he's alright. he means well.

Hoogs - One of my few friends.. I choose carefully.. he works again at 711, he did once before then tim hortons, but went back because he hated Timmy's and is Assitant Manager at Sev. Is kinda preppy.. and umm.. can't get a girl to save his life.. but I won't shun him for it..

Will - Another good friend... His dream was to be a 3 foot midget in the circus... (little too tall man, sorry).. I think during the years since I moved away he became a try hard or just kinda an idiot. I mean he's still my friend, just sometimes I wonder about him..

Bedstemor - My Dad's Mom.. Bedstemor is danish for something.. and my dad's dad was danish.. so..

Dad - My Dad.. just don't ask my kitten about him... he wants me to come back and live with him... as well as babysitt for him... he's a paramedic.. and just life was ok there.. but here.. more freedom.. and I'm with my kitten.. and really that's all that matters. He's got a short fuse. He tends to take it out of the kids by yelling at them and giving them supreme shit for something minor when most times it's not related to them at all. Other times it's taken towards whatever's around. Examples, I wouldn't change my name on MSN, he threw the Modem at the wall. I told him I wasn't coming back, He threw his printer.

My Mom - According to other people she's kinda crazy and has done/said suicidal things before. The only thing I know for fact is when she disapeared one night during the winter without a coat and I had to go find her. She's changed alot since I was last here. She's got friends, she talks on MSN to quite a few people, she does stuff, goes for coffee, etc. and I share she was having sex with atleast one of her friends, but. She missed the my brothers like I do. She thought when we left that I'd never talk to her again let alone come back. Coming back has given her faith in seeing my brothers again one day.

Aaron & Brenden - My brothers. Living with my dad. Aaron is, 11 (almost 12) and Den is 8. I love them, but don't tell anyone I said that or I'l have to kill you.

Aaron - He's well, kinda a prep, and a mildly psychotic, and can be pretty violent. He's got smarts, and generally a faster wit then his older brother.When he applies himself he moves in leaps and bounds. As much as I hate that he's living with my dad it may be best. Because technically, he's living with my Bedstemor and I think that due to her he is able to workclose to his potential then he ever could with either parent.

Brenden - He also posses smarts and wit like Aaron. Unfortunetly, he is one fucked up kid. While Aaron is violent Brenden tends to keep to himself. I wonder what thoughts are going through his head. He developed his own self defense mechanism which gets him in a lot of trouble and worries me. He hisses and claws like a cat and begins to act like one, I can see this going much worse. I hate to admit it but, he seems to have mellowed out while on riddalin. I think his biggest issue is he seems to have problems grasping spoken words and understanding them. Examples of this are: Axe, he insits the word is "ass". Another one is, His teacher told him that the attendence was "A legal document. He insits she said, attendence was "illegal document.

Ryan - Ryan... friend of Kitten's. he's ok. some part of me doesn't like him. dunno why.

Me - My Flawed Attempt At Explaining Myself.

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