09.09.07 - 02:02

"...I Won't Come Home Tonight, Or Any Other Night""

fuck you. fuck this. fuck everything. fuck family. fuck friends. if the entire world dies tomorrow I don't care. I'm a materialistic sonofabitch. I don't care. All that matters is what I posses. I am the sum of what I own. I am nothing more. I don't care. I just wanna be left alone. I'm sick of everything. sick of the past that never goes away. It's dead, it's over end of story. I'm sick of stupid shit haunting every fucking second. I don't care about anything. maybe I never did. I'm ok with this.. except when I do.. and maybe that's just cause I refuse to be held responsible for stupidity.. and I would be.

maybe I do care.. I don't know.. but I don't care.. fuck people. I give up.. this is a mistake.. I shoulda know this long ago.. but you can't really balme me for hoping.. ok fine do.. fuck you too..

I do forever apologize for dragging you along on this trip and wasting your time.

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